Well, after four Top 16 weeks and four losses in as many games, here I am again, trying and wanting to share with everybody who reads this the feeling of defeat and disappointment. I am not very downbeat when it comes to the defeats, but rather I am very upset with the disappointments those defeats brought along. You see, we've been defeated before and of course afterwards I've felt pain, and anger. But I had never experienced the feeling of disappointment, whether in myself or in my teammates. This time is different, though. After losing to Prokom at home, I wasn't even mad or angry. I just couldn't believe that my presence on the court didn't mean anything to my team, that for the time I spent on the court I couldn't do anything to help my teammates win the game. The Top 16 is probably the most exciting time of the Euroleague season, in my opinion, and it kills me that Efes Pilsen couldn't be a part of that excitement, or bring some of it to its fans, who by the way were simply great at the game against Panathinaikos last week. It's the first time in a while that we are not among the best eight teams in Europe, and it's a very unfamiliar feeling, an unknown territory for the club's management, coaches, players and, of course, its fans. The important thing for us now is that we have to get back on our feet and try to...